Posted on 2006.02.03 at 16:40
Current Mood: and depressed
Current Music: nothing- in class
why is it that people don't like me anymore. i had a ton of friends and all of a sudden they were lost in the dark i don't know what wrong with me. i don't even go and mouth off people. like take ex: my b/f neighbore we were all close and everything then one day she just changed i don't know if i did something or she just doesn't like me and i ruined their friendship or something but i feel really bad. whatever it is i probably did i am sorry really i am. well anyways i guess thats it for now. buh-bye love janel and baby. . . . . .
Posted on 2005.10.20 at 12:01
Current Mood: annoyed
today is starting off fine there is a couple more miuntes until class is over thank godd. well today tony for some reason is being weird. and hes trying everything in his power to try and get out of school so he doesn't have to see me anymore. i might be going to eagle tree. i guess that will be good i don't know. but today is the most boring day ever. i might go back to tonys house today but i'm not sure what is going to happen. i need to anyways cause i have to pick up some of my stuff but for the rest of the day i'm going to be quite and act like a bitch i guess some people would call it. well got to go 4 now. buh-bye
Posted on 2005.10.14 at 08:29
Current Mood: whatever
Current Music: less then jake- motor city ska
well i'm going to start writing in this thing again. . . . .i haven't been in here for the longest time. i guess
its cause i don't have anything to say most of the time. alot has happened since my last entrie, but i will
not say what happened its to depressing. well yesterday was fun, me and my loving b/f went to the mall to
look for a job. we are going to apply for mc donalds its suck cause i was already working at one before its actually
boring working there. but hey its money. we are only applying there cause we ate there after we went to the mall.
you all should know who he is by now, if not then go to my friends journals and hes the one that is all black (tonie189)
well today is starting off blah!!!!! i didn't see tony, but its ok there are times that i know he just wishes i dissappear :) its ok
love i love you forever just not at times just like you say. but i'm glad we are together. everyone has there problems but
its seems me and him have got them everyday every hour every miunte every second. haha but we are good now. we haven't fought
so far. but yesterday i did get mad but i don't even knw from what. haha its its fun when shit like that happeneds. well right
now i'm suppose to be helping my teacher do her grades but there done but i'm just using the excuse so i can use the comupter haha.
BURN!!!!! (stupid i know) i take the time to read almost everyones journal entrie so why doesn't anyone take time to read mine?
it ok i can understand that what i have to say is boring or just stupid.
but yeah right now i'm at school in this class its pretty cool, boring but cool. the teacher is the best, but still its boring. this isn't really my
class but i'm in here to do something can't really say what but yeah to do something ;) in about 15 minutes i'm suppose to go
back to class i don't want to but i will. i have to i want to pass that class i'm already fucking up. see its like this: i'm suppose to be a
senior, taking 11 classes, concered as both 10th and a 9th grader. sux uh........well this is the part thats fucked up i only have 60 creadits
and i suppose to have 223. haha thats a trip uuuh. haha well at least i'm trying. well its still boring just make sure if anyone
read this please take the time to respect what i have to say. well got to go for now.
Posted on 2005.09.26 at 23:50
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: nothing-watching a movie
well here i am at my nephews house. . . . i was suppose to go to his moms house but i was lost were to go so
i just came to here moms house. . . and i helped her do stuff and i am going to spend the night. its is 11:50 and
i'm not tried. did i tell everyone about my boyfriend? well yeah hes the greatest and i love him. he probably wont
read this but whatever. no one will probably read this. why? just kidding. :) well anyways nothing happened today it
was really boring i'm coming back to my nephews house tomorrow cause my nephew is going to here instead with his mom. . . .
yay i get to see him. . . . i'm not doing anything now but on the computer obviously and watching a movie its called
fever pitch yeah its really boring but whatever its a movie. i'm so lonely right now were are you tony? i need you my love,
but i will try and stop acting like a bitch almost al the time ok? ok. well anys wahys i guess thats all for now ok
people. alright then. . . snoothie bootices hehe
buh-bye loves including you Tony hehe
Posted on 2005.08.17 at 22:12
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: nothing-sadly
nothing very interesting has happened in like a long time. i left home again, only cause i'm working and i new if i told my grandma that she wouldn't let me go, also since i'm not getting paid for it....but its helping me get a real job there. well me and tony are doing fine, but it just seems that the happy shots are somewhat going away very slowly, but there still there but i can still control alot of things and i like that. right now i'm not doing much i'm at tonys and wow hes really in to the tv hehe, hes so cute i want to marrie him so bad. well its pretty much like saying i want to be with him till the end of time....oh well i love him to death.....
well i guess thats it for now.....
Posted on 2005.06.20 at 10:53
Current Mood: and feelin good
Current Music: drowing pool - bodies
its so boring today i have nothing to do today my brother my go back to Hollywood and i don't want him to (*sniff.....*sniff) well i guess he has to since he has nowhere else to go. well i'm here in school and i don't have anything to do i'm suppose to be in class but i'm not. my dearset b/f tony is here with me he is so gay.but i still love him. well anyways, today i watch a movie called sleepy hollow with jonny depp that was a good movie cause its a tim burton movie but yeah its a good movie. its pretty sad how if your with some one and your in a class thats playing a movie that your b/f is watching instead of trying to mess with you but owell. it is a good movie though so yeah. its the last week of school yay well somewhat yay that means that i have to stay at home for atleast a week or two damn i hate to be at home. HEY.......who every actually stops to read this how come no one leaves any comments :( well i guess cause i talk about stupid things right. well whatever, o yeah and the people on my friends list and stuff some of you are very pretty. i will leave a list later.............well yeah rightnow tony is very useless he is so into the movies i know if i left he wouldn't even notice it. hes so cute hehe but everytime i've called him gay i don't mean it. trust me he is not gay. well anywho, everyone should meet my girlfriend she's so so so so well i don't know so awsome, she might not be that so pretty but i like her for who she is and no for "HER" looks.........well there's not very much to say anymore but i guess i will go for now. thanks for reading..........buh-bye everyone
Posted on 2005.06.20 at 10:46
Current Mood: and horny
Current Music: nothng
tony: hey there sexy
janel: hehe what are you doing?
tony: im just here thinking about how great yesterday was
janel: until next time
tony: yeah well off to our game
janel: ok buh-bye love, love you
tony: luv you too very very mucho and alot more to "cum"
janel: yay "cum"
Posted on 2005.05.24 at 13:02
Current Mood: and bored
Current Music: slayer-raining blood
well right now i'm in class and doing nothing i just got done doing my work and i;m now officaly bored. :) well at least i can think of tony, awwwwww now that's sweet. well i would like to thanks tony i just got done reading what you had said awwwww, i love you tony your so sweet well sometimes and if i go over to your house then that means i will give you a gift a very special one ;) well anyways did you have fun today? well anyways i'm in class still and i'm so bored cause the teacher keeps talking and talking and talking, she coo but naw, i rather stuff my face into a pillow and wait till my breath is all gone.then yey i'm gone so everyone can leave m alone. but damn that means no more tonys penis hahaha just kidding. see i'm really bored i want someone to talk to class or should i say school is almost out and i still have nothing to do but sit here and talk about nothing and i know that i am boring everyone that is probably reading this but i guess that i'm going to go for now. I LOVE YOU TONY<3 <3 <3 <3!!!!!!!!!!! buh-bye love
p.s. leave me a message please
Posted on 2005.05.18 at 14:22
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: (watching) the waterboy
tony is gay!!!! just kidding. hello tony did you like what has happened this week so far? i had just got finished reading all of your entries. well i didn't get pissed but it just seems that you still don't know what to do with me? is that true? i'm just wondering cause you seem like you still wantto think about something like......... breaking up. well anyways i only have a while left so yeah. theres not very much that i am writing and there is alot on my mind but i don't have a long time. but i do have one important message to tell you..........I LOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.............HEHEHE
well thats all for now.
p.s. love you
Posted on 2004.01.29 at 17:28
Current Mood: amused
Due to stupid people reading my Journal THIS IS NOW FRIENDS ONLY!!! this journal is for me more then it is for you!